My Truth

 

I can only tell my `truth`. and you only yours. that is fact. Is it important? Is it useful? That depends how you look at it. In my case, absolutely! I struggle with ego, or I struggled with ego. In my work as CPS I had to deal with a lot of ego (s). Among colleagues and VIP`s. What does ego mean? From Latin, it means `I`. Egoistic, selfish, me first, all negative. In MBT it means, `Awareness in the service of fear`. Advice number one in the MBT model is to get rid of your fears, beliefs and ego. You can also say that ego is the result of fear. You should try to tell my (ex) colleagues that. Those man were sure they were `fearless` well, a healthy sort of fear before a mission maybe. They were not! Inadequacy, feeling vulnerable, not good enough, all based in fears. First you have to find them, your fears. I have seen well trained men renounce and untrained people step up. Fear can only be conquered by courage. My solution for my ego is telling my honest truth, just the way it was and is, my opinion and my facts.. What else can one do than that. We are players and actors. Image, status, prestige, power, than ego comes around the corner. I need none of those. I am done acting. You know what growth is? Growth is not needing any rules or laws for your behaviour. I have grown. My questions before making a choice is, what is the low entropy way for the whole. What is useful. Than make the choice and see how it works out. More one cannot do. The beauty is that the LCS, the Large Consciousness System works with you and supports you. (Synchronization) If my IUOC lowers its entropy, the system lowers its entropy. Simple and elegant. We are all one.